tHe LiFE AnD tiMes Of BEcKy
May. 5th, 2005
01:57 pm - whatev
well the year is nearing the end. I am very much looking forward to going home. Eastern was fun, but nothing can compare to the summer. i am soooo looking forward to it. I am done with classes on Tuesday and then I dont have my exams until the next week, so im pretty much done, but i just have to wait to take two random exams. This weekend should be fun. Everyone is finally home and we gonna have a girls nite!!! finally one night without the stinky boyz!!! lol. I miss my baby right now. I have to fill out a sheet about prom but I dont know who im suppose to have sign it. GRRR!! its so stupid. I dont know whats gonna happen about a job this summer. I called curves and thay havent called me back, and i applied a few other places, so we'll see i guess. Today is Cinco De Mayo and my best friends birthday!! I love you jen!! hmmm...well i dont have too much to write, so im out
Apr. 14th, 2005
Apr. 11th, 2005
11:47 pm - dunno.....?
So I have a huge anthropology exam tomorrow and my roomie gave me the answers so i am very excited about that. College definately isnt as hard as i thought it would be. I actually like it a million times better then highschool, so i guess thats good. Were going up to Prov sat night and I'm madd excited! The whole crews goin and theres gonna be some major hookups goin down!!! lmao..anyways, I want summer to be here sooo bad, but I really need a job and no one will hire me bc i suck at life. I was noticing today that a lot of people from highschool are still mad tight. I mean, i loove my friends from high school but i didnt go to the same school as them and i also met new people in college. Particularly people who go to uconn all seem to still be in their high school click. idk i think its funny. i think that defeats the purpose of college, but maybe thats just me. Well this was a random entry. I hope you all enjoyed it =)
Apr. 6th, 2005
10:44 pm - today
well ive come to the comclusion that live journals are a bunch of bullshit because you cant write how you really feel in them with out hurting someones feelings and starting even MORE drama (if thats even possible)! So pretty much everything i say in here is a bunch of bullshit!
good day
Apr. 5th, 2005
Mar. 26th, 2005
05:54 pm
Ok so this semesters been totally strange. I've gone throuh so many things...things that I never thought in a million years i would do. Things that I thought I was incapable of doing. But you know what? I did it. I fuckin did it. I did all the bad stuff, I did all the good stuff (not that there was much of it). I honestly think Im gonna come out this summer a totally different person when I leave school. Even now I know I'm different. I've made so many fucked up mistakes this semester, I was so scared during some parts, I mean just looking back at the last two months, I feel like I'm starting to become my own person and make my own decisions in life. I know i've been on a trend of making seriously bad ones lately, but you know what? I've learned from that, and i wont ever do it again. I know the consequences of my actns now. I'm not just some person that goes away to college and parties on their parents money and ends up never going anywhere in life, because I know what will happen if I do that. I feel like I finally have some direction and purpose in my life. I've also realized how important family is. I would never have gotten through this semester without them. So instead of sitting around sulking because I am not living with the consequences of my actions, I am learning from it and moving on. No point in dwelling. I plan to spend the rest of the semester, consentrating on school and such. I really need to get down to work and start focusing. And im so excited that itsalmost summer!! fucking 5 weeks! Norwich summers rockk my world! And this one seems like its starting off with more drama then ever!! I love it!
Mar. 18th, 2005
11:25 am - quiz from kelly!
Mar. 15th, 2005
11:28 pm - hmmm
Well, I havent updated this thing n awhile so I thought I would. I just started 2 new classes on monday, swimming aerobics and aerobics for fitness. I looove aerobics for fitness, but im not sure about the other one. I havent swam in so long. Getting in the water brought back many memories. Especially bc my teacher is good friends with cory and she pretty much acts just like her. well see how it goes. Less then a week until spring break!! hell yes!! im so sick of being here, summer cant come fast enough. seriously. I also need a tan like whoa! lol..hmm, im not doing so well in math as i would like, and i def. have to start working harder in there. 8 am is just too damn early for class. Plus monday i have 6 classes back to back, which sucks my ass. But tuesdays and thursdays i only have 1 class so thats cool. umm..things are going really good with sam. last week things were so shitty, but this weeks been ok. thursday will be the 1 year aniversary of when we met, and april 27th will be our one year. im sooo ecxited! i love him!! umm..my jaime comes home next week so im pumped about that!! i miss her and my felicia!! i miss all my friends from home. well, theres not too much more to say, not that ive said anything, but i guess its gonna be another fresh prince nite with the roomie!! lol
much love <3
Mar. 14th, 2005
09:11 am - <3
ok kitties!
this is the LAST time i promise
the new sn is......
dun dun dun
dlyciouz ,,,,,,,,> cute isnt it!! lol
Mar. 3rd, 2005
11:03 pm - Crazzzzzzzzy...
Well, the past few days have been kinda crazy. I actually think i would like to completely forget about it. It was a learning experience and we'll just leave it at that. So tonight..im just hanging around the room..keeping things on the DL. Jaime and will have been fighting lately..its sad...hes a good guy. Hopefully shell realize that. Things have been going amazingly well with sam. I love him so much. Will promised to teach me how to climb rocks when i go to maine (which will be never) so thats exciting. haha..this random guy im'd me the other day and was like..hey..and i was like..do i know you? and hes like..you should..we've never talked..but we've made eye contact..and im like whoa!! stalker. So hes like..ur in my math class..you sit in the corner. And im like ya..and hes like..lets hang out...and im like..boyfriend!...and hes like...is it serious? lets go on a date..and im like..no thanks..and it was weird and i felt special!! lol..i have a boring life. But anyways..i thought i would update this thing bc im bored..so ill get at you later!!
Mar. 1st, 2005
Feb. 27th, 2005
08:00 am - wtf
wow, i just love getting blown off by my friends. It seems like the one person I can count on is my boyfriend. Isn't it suppose to be the other way around? Arn't our friends suppose to be the ones who are always there for you? Guess not....
This entry is not directed to all of my friends bc most of you are wonderful!
Feb. 25th, 2005
09:34 am - bored

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Feb. 23rd, 2005
07:22 pm - i always knew i was a twin!
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02:33 pm - hmmmm
ive been feeling really sad today. I feel like I'm not worth the life that i'm living. I have the best boyfriend, the best friends, and the best family in the world. I am totally not good enough of a person to have these wonderful people around me. They are so good to me and they support me through anything and I do appreciate them as much as i should. All i do is complain. IDk why i'm thinking about this right now. I guess its just a learning period in my life. But i do want you all to know that i loooove you sooooo much and i dont know where I would be without you! and Sam, im sorry that im so moody and i argue with yoou but i love you and thankyou for always being there for me. Ur my angel...Im sorry that i get jealous and crazy. You mean everything to me.
Feb. 21st, 2005
Feb. 18th, 2005
01:55 pm - bored
hmm...i havent written in this thing forever! Well, Im sitting in my room right now contemplating if I should go to the gym or not. Last night was fun. Me abby jes scott kelly alex and graham went to go see gavin degraw and ben folds at Uconn. The show wasnt bad and abby almost met Gavin!! lol. I'm going home tonight to see my Felicia! I cant wait. Then Im comming back Sat to go to a party with Abby and Kelly. Then Monday Im gonna see my JAime!! I cant wait. And I guess one night next week were gonna to clubbing in Providence which will be soooooo fun since we didnt get to go on New Years. Well, I guess ill go check if the gym is open or not! It'll give me somthing to do until my mom gets here. Sam was supose to come over but i guess he has to do something for his parents business. It gets me mad sometimes that we make plans and then last minute he backs out of them. It makes me feel kinda unimportant. i mean, he always has a good reason for not comming. he doesnt ditch me for his friends or anything, he just has to help out his parents a lot bc their business is almost open. I cant wait til they open and things are back to normal. wellllllll im out!
Feb. 14th, 2005
11:29 am
HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!!!!!!
I love you all!!
But I love Sam the mostess hostess double senior times 25 no higher!!!
far away kisses and nibbles!
I love you Rocky Nibbles! Your the best!
*Muah*
Feb. 11th, 2005
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